Profile shgrddymmm: Could U love the Unlovable?

Basic Information Tell us a bit about yourself.

I Can Speak English
I Would Describe Myself As I would love to know what it is like to love and be loved. Do you ever feel like you are incompatible? Ever feel like trouble seems to follow you no matter what you do and you have the worst luck in the world? You can be the most outgoing and liked person but I think once we all just stop and get real there is no-one on here that hasn't had his/her time to cry and feel as though it would never stop! I just want to be real, be me. How long will my search go on? Not to sound mean or anything but, if you think I am just some drama queen looking for my stage think again! I am just here saying how I feel and expressing that to the best of my abilities. If you want me to know the real you then I want you to know me. Oh, by the way...I am outgoing, fun-loving, optimistic, goal oriented, outspoken, enviromentally friendly, passionate, exciting, emotional, hysterical(funny)?(ha ha)and house trained...lol...I wanted to say something funny!? Are you laughing?
Sign Taurus

Appearance & Situation What's your present situation? Describe your appearance.

My Body Type Is Curvy
My Height Is 5' 7 (1.7 m)
My Eyes Are Blue
My Ethnicity Is Caucasian
My Marital Situation Is Divorced
I Have Kids Yes - At Home
I Want Kids Not Sure
My Best Feature Is Smile
Body Art Other, Visible Tattoo
My Hair Is Dark Blonde
I Have One Or More Of These No pets
Willing To Relocate Yes

Status What do you do?

My Education Level Is High School Diploma
My Current Employment Status Is Homemaker
My Speciality Is Other
My Job Title Is A mother...need I say more?
I Live Alone, With Kid(s)
At Home It Gets A Bit Crazy Sometimes
I'm A Smoker No
I Drink Yes - Socially

Personality How do you act? What are your tastes?

Back In High School, I Was A Outcast
My Social Behavior Is Friendly, Comedic, Party Starter, Flirtatious, Outgoing, Strange
My Interest And Hobbies Are Exercising, Arts & Crafts, Sports, Reading, Learning, Music, Movies, Internet, Clubbing / Bar Hopping, Dancing, Family, Dining, Photography, Religion / Spirituality, Theater, Travel, Cooking, Camping, Fishing / Hunting, Playing Cards, Volunteering
My Idea Of A Great Time Is Hanging Out With Friends, Staying At Home, Trying New Things, Relaxing, Sleeping, Extreme Sports, Reading A Book, Playing Dress-up, Going To A Concert, Going To A Museum
An Ideal First Date Would Be A plane, a foriegn country, a limosine, lite dining, a walk down a cobblestone street or over a bridge with a beautiful sunset, a offer of his coat when he see's I am shivering, to turn and look at him and...kiss! Oh wait"first date" not "fantasy date"...okay, okay. Food!!! any kind of food and beer or wine, whatever suitable for the pallate(sp?).Talking about everything and nothing all night long! exploring who we are and where we want to be, what our desires are and any dislikes, playing with the full deck and leaving everything on the table! Easy does it, no masks, and most of all...connection and comfortability.
I've Always Wanted To Try Mostly I would like to try meeting a man who is not afraid to be himself and enjoys me being me. I want to go everywhere and try everything!
My Friends Describe Me As Being Friendly, Someone They Want To Be, Goofy

Views Views on life.

My Religion Is Christian
I Attend Services Once A Week
My Political Views Are Not Sure
My Goal In Life Is My biggest goal is to be the best mother I can possibly be and teach them all I can! I aspire to be a famous writer and hope to be published by thirty years old. I want to make a difference in people's lives and maybe even prevent any further harm to those who read about my life and are able to be freed from the metaphorical chains that bind so many of us.
My Kind Of Humor Is Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Friendly, Goofy

Taste What do you like?

On Tv, I Always Watch News, Cartoons, Documentaries, Movies
When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A Action, Family, Horror, Thriller
When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To Country, Rock, Pop, Classical, Vacuum Cleaner Noises, Blues, Jazz, Latin, Dance, Soul, Reggae
When I Read, I Always Read News, Auto-biography, Biography, Classic, Fantasy, Fiction, Health, History, Home & Garden, Horror, Humor, Instructional, Music, Mystery, Philosophy, Reference, Poetry, Religious, Science, Science Fiction
My Idea Of Fun Is Nearly)anything that is the opposite of not having fun.? Hanging out and learning about others and myself and watching how we interact together, it's really cool to watch a person go from the first five of introductions fearing rejection to one hour spent and feeling like haven't these people been here my whole life? It's awesome!!!

Looking for What are you looking for in your soulmate?

What Do You Find Attractive? Intelligence, Good Looks, Humor, Great Skills, Empathy, Sensitivity, Boldness, Oddities, Spontaneity, Wit, Thoughtfullness
What Do You Look For? Honesty, laughter, conversation with meaning and depth. I am looking for a Man willing to deny himself pride and arrogance long enough to see everything around him and especially what is right in front of him. I am looking for someone who is looking for me.
What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking? Friend, Intimate, Committed